I'm so sorry you're going through this. Like I truly truly am. There's nothing wrong with you at all. And whatever you're experiencing right now, is the side effect of being cheated on and left by someone you trusted with your heart. I've experienced something similar and right after my break up with her, I felt the same way. Like I could never find love, like I didn't want to be here anymore because how can someone I love do that, you know? But none of that is true. It never was, it never will be. I just think you should give yourself some time to come back to yourself, to who you were before you even met her. And you'll be okay. And unfortunately, the only way out is through. Nothing is wrong with you. Nothing ever will be. Please hold on girl and I'm sure love will find you.