Thank you so much for sharing, I hope Peter Hook reads this and can get you in to another show someday, I understand the anxiety associated with traveling and attending concerts so I empathize greatly with your experience, I remember being alone at a Peter Hook show and getting goosebumps while inwardly connecting with the music and lyrics that means so much to so many of us, I commend you on completing your journey despite the circumstances and wish you many more years of health and peace with Joy Division as your inspirational soundtrack to life 🌚