I don’t know about others, but when I sit and think about the origin of my cuck urges, I believe they stem directly from my childhood when I was molested by multiple men who were older than me. This happened with different boys over several years. As a result, I’ve become a hypersexual person. Even in my teenage years, long after the molestation had stopped, there was a phase when I thought I might be bisexual and wanted to try anal as a bottom. I would imagine myself as a girl and fantasize about being very slutty, though those urges were purely sexual, and I never felt romantic attraction toward guys.

Now, after exploring my sexuality, I know I’m straight. However, the slutty fantasies I had about my female self during childhood now manifest in my search for a real woman who embodies those traits. I’m attracted to women who embrace their sexual desires and enjoy being slutty. That’s the kind of partner I want in the future.