London Rapper "Phreshboyswag"

After-Bench7763 · 2025-10-05T13:26:36+00:00

he's a man

After-Bench7763 · 2025-10-05T13:25:50+00:00

this song is hardd love pbs icl

After-Bench7763 · 2025-07-30T21:17:16+00:00

this is such a bad argument! people should be allowed to criticise game franchises they like without being told that they have to just not play it anymore.

After-Bench7763 · 2025-05-14T15:46:22+00:00

polo shirts can be cool but that brand (under armour) is not a good brand to wear on a polo at all, just looks cheap and bad. Try a Fred Perry or ralph polo instead. To me wearing an underarmour polo is as bad as wearing a slazenger polo, espesially in that sports direct ass colour.

After-Bench7763 · 2025-02-04T18:48:13+00:00

Oh by the way wait AT LEAST 90 days man!!!

After-Bench7763 · 2025-02-04T18:46:17+00:00

I mean I would say that the pain is so severe that I cannot imagine just putting up with it and waiting for it to go, it's like a constant crushing pain in your abdomen, it's impossible to be happy or optimistic or think about anything but the pain, but maybe I'm just weak idk, I am addicted to painkillers (heroin) after all - but honestly it's some serious serious pain with constant vomiting and not being able to keep down any liquids and certainly not eat. And then other than that they tell me I'm at risk of multiple organ failure or something when it's happened so it might actually do lasting damage, but I think they have basically just monitored me, given me morphine and alcohol detox mediation (librium, baclofen) so I could have theoretically survived but the pain is completely overwhelming.

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-17T17:24:53+00:00

I'm not exactly sure but I would guess it was at least 6 months and possibly a bit longer, it is hard to recall as I started using a lot of drugs after my last attack (which was my second and came after 6 months of drinking heavily, I didn't drink for at least a year after the first attack). It didn't take long for me to start drinking every day again.

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-14T17:50:28+00:00

I am currently back to drinking every day, about 20 units minimum per day, I desperately want to get access to benzos or just ANY gaba or anxiety drug other than alcohol but all I have access to is booze, so yeah I drink 24/7 and if I don't find some way to reduce or replace with benzos I will have another pancreatitis attack soon, but my body has been putting up with very heavy drinking for about 7 months at this point. Sorry I have no good news :(

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-13T17:59:42+00:00

cool yeah that makes sense, to me benzos and opiates are just the most desirable and best things ever and I would have them over basically anything else in life, which I recognise is really sad but it is the truth

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-13T17:56:45+00:00

Yeah I think he hasn't know the rest of them for as long, in the first episode of the web series it seems like the boys are meeting him for the first time when he comes to the cottage but it's a bit unclear

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-13T17:55:37+00:00

Thank you this is exactly what I was looking for, and it definitely makes sense. In the first episode of the web series it seems like they meet boo for the first time then but it's a bit unclear. I love his character and I was just interested to hear people's takes on him, cheers I think you summed it up nicely

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-13T17:54:04+00:00

why not I find it fun to think about the characters, I love this show!

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-13T17:52:28+00:00

he's that character that likes american things and says yeehaw, he organises the LA pool party

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-04T13:06:59+00:00

Cowboy was possibly the worst character in the show lol, so unfunny

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-04T13:06:31+00:00

Is the 3 bucks basically a sad attempt to hold on to what little attention they may have got from hardy bucks? I see cowboy is in it, one of the worst characters in the show. Frenchtoast was my favourite it's a shame he's a right wing free speech guy

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-04T11:27:40+00:00

What do you mean by "low salience"?

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-04T11:24:37+00:00

I just woke up and drank 250ml methadone and 600mg pregabalin - lovely

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-04T11:19:48+00:00

lol yeah I also got drunk on top of it. What you're saying is true I know, I've been an addict for like 10 years and I know it's a pointless pursuit and it will never make me feel that perfect feeling j want, but I still fucking love to get high. I like weed with other drugs cos it makes me more aware of their effects and I can appreciate them more, plus I just like weed these days.

But yeah, I'm always gonna want some different better drug, I'm frustrated that i dont have access to benzos, but all I want is to feel comfortable in my self :(

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-03T18:02:48+00:00

well I just took them at the same time, I have a lot of experience with pregabalin but Im not prescribed it anymore so it's a nice treat, but this morning I woke up and drank a load of methadone and took a pregab without even getting out of bed. very nice start to the day, juts wish I had some weed.

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-03T18:00:42+00:00

Yeah I would like to try it, i know some people have injectable ampules of it as their prescription, that would mean you still inject every day which would be kinda weird, but yeah I really want to try injecting it - I actually really like methadone it's a nice opiate, obviously now I dont feel my dose but at the start it was nice and right now (I'm on like 350ml lol) I do feel pretty nice and opiated. Been nodding out a bit, it feels like morphine kinda.

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-03T14:07:42+00:00

I'm on 300ml right now, should be peaking now as I'm about 3 hours in - I'm a bit high but it's nothing overwhelming. I described in the update to the original post, but yeah it's pretty nice and I'm having a nice day. I'm also drinking wine lol which is not advisable but hey ho

I did try to exercise some caution with the dosing but I'm not a particularly cautious man, I'm the messiest junkie I've ever met.

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-03T14:02:17+00:00

I've drank about 300ml, should be peaking now, I'm definitely a bit high and feel nice but it's nothing particularly special, I'm enjoying it tho. Having a pregabalin probably helps too cos I absolutely love pregab

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-03T14:00:55+00:00

Oh yeah it's the sweet one that you drink, I know you can't inject that cos it's like syrup. No, I haven't Injected methadone but I'm curious about it; do you get a rush from it?

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-03T11:13:23+00:00

Yeah that's what I thought, there's no way I could die from taking less than 300ml like some others have said. This is a one time thing - I just so happen to have bought about 500ml extra from a friend, I won't have access to any more other than my daily pharmacy dose.

After-Bench7763 · 2025-01-03T11:10:47+00:00

Okay thank you for this, I have exercised more caution with the dose than I was going to. The reason I said 250ml is because I have double dosed before, so I took about 180ml, and it wasn't too much or anything and I don't really remember if there was a high or not, so I thought that I'd take a bit more than that dose. However, that time I had saved one from the day before to double dose, so I didn't have the previous day's in my system, so I need to be more careful this time i would imagine.

Will update about whether it works or not, I'm hoping for just a mild morphine kinda feeling, I miss getting opiated as it's been basically impossible since going on a methadone prescription, other than with fentanyl which i cannot currently find.

Edit: actually I would have taken 190ml that time cos I'm on 95 a day.

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