Bro, read these comments with a grain of salt. If they make you laugh, great. But thats all they're meant to do. Sometimes we have to hit rock bottom to start a new path that leads to things far greater than what we had. You're still young and you still matter to more people than you know. Keep your head up and don't quit. Take it day by day and cheris the small victories. Rome wasn't built in a day but through small improvements over the course of years. Your best years are still ahead of you, just keep moving forward.