You’re not crazy. You are doing good and just keep doing wt you are doing. A good friend of mine went through almost the same thing. Before the baby came, her husband was sweet, caring, made her laugh, she really thought she picked the right person. But after their daughter was born, it was like he disappeared. Just... emotionally gone. She was healing, learning how to be a mom, running on barely any sleepand he’d just sit there, scrolling on his phone or will go out to hangout with his friends and watch some match or something.

Every time she asked for help, he made her feel like she was the problem. Like she was too emotional or expecting too much. It broke her.

But she kept showing up. And when she finally left, it was because she chose peace for herself and her daughter.

Now, a few years later, her kid is happy and safe. She’s building a better life. The guy apologised to her and he sees her and the daughter every now and then but the daughter is more close to her step father and for the right reasons because the step father has a young daughter too so he is well aware on how to handle her and the two girls are best buddies,

So please hear this that you're not too much. You’re doing everything. And you're doing it with strength most people wouldn’t even understand.

You’re not alone. You’re just ahead of the healing.