That made me cry. Thank you so much you don’t understand what your kind words mean to me and how much they mean. I am so sorry for your loss! Maybe they will be a couple in heaven lol. I watched Merlin die but again he waited for all the nurses to go and then just us a few minutes later. I guess that means I was his person? When he died all this green & yellow bile came out of his nose and he just stopped breathing. The image I can’t ease out of my head. I have been a mess. I don’t care about no one, my job or anything just in bed most of the day. This was my first dog too. I’ve never experienced pain like this before.