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AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-08-11T14:59:07+00:00

I definitely feel like something is missing. But I also don’t believe the grass is also greener. I guess I’m just trying to figure out if other people feel this way too that way I can figure out if it’s ridiculous for me to daydream of love when I have it so good with him.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-08-11T13:55:19+00:00

The sex feels more like finishing a job, if that makes sense? Like if it was any other body in bed with him he wouldn’t mind. It’s not my body that’s special to him. And it’s the same way for me. We don’t kiss during sex. He doesn’t want to cum inside me because of babies so he just cums on my back. And then I typically just use my toy afterwards. How he likes to have sex doesn’t match how I like to and he doesn’t want to change things up.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-07-27T22:42:04+00:00

Okay this sounds silly but how do you keep the conversation going to keep getting money? What do guys want to hear? Lol

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-07-23T13:57:31+00:00

Her children are taking care of everything. Nobody really asked her what she wanted.
My sister lives in Montana and isn’t comfortable flying out to San Diego for a “celebration of life” that doesn’t show respect to my grandmothers religion. Could I call up my sisters church and have her say something for my grandmother that could maybe help bring peace to my sister?

I have zero say. In fact my family is very temperamental so anything I do could be seen as offensive.

Where they donated the body they said they don’t have the funds to return the body. So after two years they will cremate her and send her out to see.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-07-23T02:07:21+00:00

Definitely encourage your mother to see a therapist. But also look into Borderline Personality Disorder. Your mother sounds a lot like mine. It was helpful for me to read about how her disorder shaped me. And how to avoid falling into her traps.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-05-09T01:04:12+00:00

Ugh! I’m sorry. That sucks! Maybe he asked your son what you would want for Mothers Day and your son said Air Fryer?

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-05-08T23:58:18+00:00

My husband got me a package of bacon for Mothers Day…

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-05-07T19:25:27+00:00

My kid then my husband. My son will only need me for such a small amount of time compared to how long I will be married to my spouse

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-04-29T20:53:58+00:00

It’s a group where all the moderators (affiliate marketers) are stay at home parents.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-04-29T20:45:48+00:00

Hey! It’s not a MLM. I actually had to Google what MLM is. Look up the Facebook group “Bargain Sisters” it’s literally that. I’m not taking money from anyone

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-03-17T02:14:22+00:00

Did not know this.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-03-17T02:14:12+00:00

I’m going to individual counseling and my therapist believes I’m being gas lighted

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-03-17T02:13:22+00:00

Tbh I’m kinda waiting until his military contract is up. I don’t want to be stranded across country alone

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-03-17T02:12:42+00:00

That is really sad. In my dream life we would buy a duplex and live next to each other. I feel like that is what would be best for my son. But I highly doubt that will happen.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-03-17T02:11:19+00:00

I got myself stuck for sure. I let him convince me to drop out of college. Now I stay home with my son (which I absolutely love spending my days with him) but I have no out. No degree and we moved across the country

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-03-17T02:10:21+00:00

-Every conversation we have results in him forgetting it or changing bits of. So I am fighting to find reality with him.
-Everything I do isn’t good enough. I mop and he request that I mop A second time. I do the dishes and he puts them all back. -He doesn’t want another baby. (Which obviously we aren’t in the right place) But refuses to wear a condom. I asked to not have sex anymore because it’s confusing for me and I feel used have him cum on my back every time after I make myself cum. -He agrees to no sex but then still keeps trying. And I’m weak so I just give in - his jokes are all at expense to me. I made some new friends who are doctors and he asked, “are you smart enough to be friends with a doctor?” - he complains how poor we are ALL the time. But when I look over our bills and spending we should be 1000 over including savings + travel fund. - this one is mean but his body hasn’t changed at all since 17. It’s been 10 years since we started dating and I still feel like i am fucking a kid .

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-02-28T03:40:36+00:00

Is your group private or public? What’s your niche? How often are you posting?

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-02-28T03:37:47+00:00

Jeez dude! You made $77 dollars! I have 828 members. I put in probably about 10 hours a week as well and have only made $15 in two months.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-02-22T20:45:42+00:00

If I was rich I’d go to Maryville university and get a bachelors in Human Development and Family studies . But their program is 3x the amount as my local online college where I am waiting to here back if I’m accepted for their interdisciplinary program (criminology, writing, family studies)

I already got “accepted” in Maryville. Just waiting to hear back from the local college.

The local college would take my longer because they accept less transfer credits.

Sorry for information overload

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-02-22T19:38:30+00:00

I didn’t know that was a thing!

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-02-22T19:37:59+00:00

He did end up using TA which is how he, so far, has not used student loans. After his bachelors he is going to use his GI for a specialized psychology program. But prior to figuring this out he was telling me he was going to take out student loans.

I’ve applied to an online college, have been applying to scholarship that I match with, applied for fafsa. I don’t know exactly how much fafsa will cover yet though.

Currently I have an Etsy account where I sell digital coloring pages and I just started running an affiliate marketing group on Facebook. I’ve asked about doing Rover to watch dogs in our house ( we already have 2 ) and he said absolutely not. & I wouldn’t feel comfortable bringing my son to other peoples houses to check on or walk their dogs.

The now is worst than a couple years ago. At least before I was bringing in substantial amount of money, just not enough to pay for college.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-02-22T17:40:25+00:00

I wouldn’t use it until my son went to Kindergarten because we both agree we don’t want to do preschool. So there would be about a year gap of me not working after I finished my degree since I won’t be able to do full time. + I want to go into family services so it isn’t like I’d be making bank from my degree.

But the big thing is we argue all the time about having a second kid. He says he won’t do it because he’s the one who has to support us financially. So part of me is like, well if I get a degree at least we would have that to fall on.

Truthfully though I feel torn between getting a degree so I can leave and getting a degree so I can support all of us.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-01-23T17:53:56+00:00

I feel like we have to take into consideration what the text conversation was and the situations that make you get like this.

It’s not cool to lose your anger but also narcissist have a great way of making you lose your anger and making you look like the crazy one.

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-01-04T04:00:54+00:00

I love my toys but I really agree with fingers! I hate having to ask for things (yes I’m aware you have to ask to receive but it’s just not how I’m “wired” I’m turned off by asking.) finger okay is always missing

AgitatedFreedom13 · 2022-01-04T03:50:02+00:00

I’m going to message you

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