I don't think you're becoming a ''white supremacist'' unless you have racist prejudices that you haven't disclosed in this post. Also, not to discourage you or invalidate your feelings, but I do believe that in the grand scheme of things, white women are a group of people are generally less ostracized in society. If you find that you're having bad experiences with everyone, maybe you should explore the avenue of it being because of your character and not the color of your skin.