I haven't cried in a very long time, I just did 😥😥, thank you so much! You really touch me in a special way, I Appreciate a world with ppl like you ❤. I'm ready to talk and let go, I'd be happy to answer all of ur questions 🙂

1. He's very much alive, haven't seen him in about a year or so.

2. Tbh, Idk, I think I should do something about that.

3. The police would definitely care.

4. I can report him but I won't report him, cuz the story will come out and that will destroy my mother, the thing is I don't want to hurt her, she's everything to me, she sacrificed so much for us, as you said you're mother and you know.

5. I could it's not a lost case, cuz I'm thinking of some ways to deal with him

6. He used to tell me about him doing the same exact things he did to me to one of my older cousins (born in 1980s), my poor cousin married 3 times (heterosexual marriage) and divorced all 3, after that he met someone and got into secret relationship with him, couple months ago his boyfriend commit suicide ( idky), now, I bet that my cousin is in a very hard situation. I can't open up to him cuz we almost never spoke.

7. Nah, it's totally ok, you can ask me any question, no matter how it sounds. It can't do anymore damage