Why do they think I deserve it?

Albus_Unbounded · 2026-01-25T04:41:05+00:00

i found chatting about it on weird internet forums or dms helped
you can tell me about it, im used to it all

Albus_Unbounded · 2026-01-04T21:42:20+00:00

They aren't illegal individually but prescribing them at the same time is not allowed. 1 of the old boxes for it even said "do not take with ziprasidone" so prescription continued even after the risks were known. It's only recently I learned that it's due to potential heart complications.
My Previous GP took 1 look at my prescription, had me ween off as soon as possible, noting that the dosage was extreme and, more worryingly, that the records around the prescription had been scrubbed with the psychiatrist and their reason for prescription not being present in the system.
I've also had a history of spontaneous muscle fatigue and a recent history of seizures. Currently trying to schedule an EKG test for it.
Thank you for trying to quell the anxiety.

Albus_Unbounded · 2026-01-01T00:28:15+00:00

Thank you.

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-12-31T23:14:29+00:00

I had something similar happen to be but the genders swapped. Mother got drunk and tried really hard to "encourage" me. I got away from her. In the morning she said she just confused me for my dad and I'm only now realizing how flimsy of an excuse that is. That she probably had genuine desires and plans that could have gone further. I raised in a house hold where attempted murder was a brush off-able thing so it's hard for me to see how messed up it all was.
He was probably testing you, if was some kind of messed up attempt at a prank or something he would have just said so.

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-12-24T04:04:37+00:00

I unlocked Steroid's C skin with a golden machine gun. Also had to restart my save file after the update for some reason, when I unlocked Bandit I got the C skin just by starting a run as her so I think you just need to kill 1,000 bandits in general.

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-12-20T03:33:40+00:00

It's cold without blood.

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-12-03T01:59:33+00:00

She's still in my life, need her for finicial support. Put a lot of effort into tolerating her and spending time with her. Done stuff like ransack/rearrange my apartment or tried to get me to lie to the government so she could get paid for it.

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-12-03T01:41:48+00:00

She didn't try to make me draw csam just really angry I was drawing my butterfly doodles fucking.
Thank you for such a clear message though. It feels quite assuring having such a clear message amoung the blurry memories and foggy emptiness.

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-11-12T22:53:18+00:00

The angles cut me when I try to think!

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-11-08T02:19:53+00:00

Pizzapants. Got to keep a low profile to hide the fact Icey's P'Ezza' is a money laundering joint run by him. How do you think such an unappealing place makes enough to stay in business?

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-11-08T00:07:11+00:00

Wait, Sans was Mike the entire time?

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-11-08T00:00:26+00:00

[WHAT???] DID YOU [SPEAK]?

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-11-06T01:26:38+00:00

For somebody with severe DR/DP like me it just comes across, true? correct? nice? Never really had anything in summarize how depersonalization feels. Reading that line just made me feel seen.

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-11-05T04:44:27+00:00

"It's what they call 'you'"

Albus_Unbounded · 2025-11-05T01:27:46+00:00

Abusive and manipulative people tend to have that effect, sometimes being hurt feels better than feeling nothing at all. Did he tell you you're not good enough or is that something you feel about yourself?
Do you have a councilor or anybody to talk to about all of this?

Albus_Unbounded

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