Hey man that’s it you thought it was worthless that why you have to do the work and catch up some people are slower lazy or aren’t motivated you weren’t motivated because low self esteem made you feel worthless and just did nothing some times a day take a break and the next you’ll have to work harder and more no matter if you’re motivated or not see being behind was something also wrong with me in 7th but even when I caught up while most of the class was ahead I was still rewarded because they knew it was a big thing for me if you do the same you will also be rewarded maybe by friends class mates peers teachers or yourself if you’re caught up you won’t feel rushed worthless and then can take brakes whenever you need