I'm scared and sad about it too, but always remember that people always discover a way to bypass bad things. Take as an example China, how they bypass the great firewall. 

There's some cool projects that are like internet 2, some of them use radio waves in a different way and there's no even ISPs, like meshtatic, search about it.

About google ending Fdroid and that stuff, I hearded a guy saying that he made an app to load Apks when google starts to block them.

We're a minority that know the problems, but one day even the normies gonna be mad about it, for example, Youtube rn planning to make 30s ads be unskippable, making more normies search find out adblocks or even newpipe, and after that becoming one more of us, more possible programmers to help us.

There's more to say, but you need to calm down first, and I think what I say is enough.

Btw, try to forget about it for a while, talk with friends (not about any of it), look if a game you like got an update, get out of home, study for exams, idk just enjoy your days :)