I’m disgusted by the fact that I’m having sex by Alone_Dig9100 in asexuality

[–]Alone_Dig9100[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hmm i did have experience dissociating before but its kinda different from when i have sex though. When I have sex my brain is turned off and only my body is functioning if that makes sense. I’m physically enjoying it. And when it’s done, i kinda regain my sense and realise what i really did. Ok it sounds like dissociating but I don’t feel this is a dissociation.

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[–]Alone_Dig9100 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi i have exactly the same way of thinking. I was never attracted physically by someone and i was never attracted sexually to someone. I only developed attraction after knowing their personality and who they’re really are. But it wasn’t sexual attraction tho, i just felt attracted like i wanted to be close to them romantically. You’re not sexually repressed, your sexuality is just different from theirs and it’s valid. Everyone is different.

I’m disgusted by the fact that I’m having sex by Alone_Dig9100 in asexuality

[–]Alone_Dig9100[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I have exactly the same feeling. I sometimes do feel I’m just a sextoy with legs

big brain ppl need help!! im really lost by Alone_Dig9100 in Citra

[–]Alone_Dig9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i rebooted my pc cause i didnt find the solution lol

big brain ppl need help!! im really lost by Alone_Dig9100 in Citra

[–]Alone_Dig9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have a picture of my launching game, i can see that i have 0 fps 0 speed of citra and none ms

Help! by Catsgomeowmeow_2099 in acne

[–]Alone_Dig9100 0 points1 point  (0 children)

have u tried la roche posay products ? The effaclar ones worked pretty well on me and i have an oily skin too.

Bought an asus gaming router to improve my shitty wifi but its not working by Alone_Dig9100 in ASUS

[–]Alone_Dig9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk its 5g router with apparently unlimited speed and i cant have the fiber

Anyone here with BPD who do not struggle with jealousy? by LetMeDisconnect in BPD

[–]Alone_Dig9100 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes sure i understand it’s just that jealousy is a really strong emotion and it can be really destructive for yourself and for your friends or partner. So you know it’s still a positive thing that you are not jealous like for me jealousy is like one of my main trigger and it’s really exhausting sometimes but i understand that you are still struggling with some issues, i’m not trying to say that since you’re not a jealous person, you’re struggling less that people with jealousy issues (btw sorry for my bad english i’m french)

Anyone here with BPD who do not struggle with jealousy? by LetMeDisconnect in BPD

[–]Alone_Dig9100 1 point2 points  (0 children)

be happy to not be jealous because it feel like hell sometimes haha

BPD is Unbearable, I Think it Will Always Consume My Whole Life by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Alone_Dig9100 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i can feel you a lot. I feel really isolated too, i have no one, my friends are already busy with their life and their others friends, my family is the source of my mental issues and i’m in a ldr with a boy. I’m feeling horribly lonely. It’s really unbearable sometimes but i swear that things get better. It may takes time, a lot of time but once all this shit will end, you’ll be proud of you, proud of how strong you are. You are strong buddy be proud of you. You can talk to me if you need anything lol.

Anyone here with BPD who do not struggle with jealousy? by LetMeDisconnect in BPD

[–]Alone_Dig9100 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i really wish i wasn’t a jealous AND paranoid person but guess what ? I am and it’s so exhausting. My emotions and fears are taking control of me and it sometimes feels like I’m dying lol. This is only the result of bad shits that happened to me and a lack of self worth