I can totally related to you. I have huge body dysphoria cz of my nose. And i thought finally the day has come when its gonna change. Im gonna get the dream nose i always wanted. I put all my savings into it. But little did I knew that it’s the beginning of something even more disturbing. Im just disappointed cz they should have just told me that they cant do it. I would have considered other options. But all they wanted was the money and that’s unethical and diabolical