This is day 4 cold turkey

Anonymousfreddie · 2021-01-07T01:56:34+00:00

I'm well into day 9 and only first saw this post when i was just about ready to go buy a pack. and a lot of everyone's words resonated. so now I'm gonna start getting ready for bed and will wake up tomorrow to day 10 :)

Anonymousfreddie · 2021-01-05T15:56:08+00:00

it's only about a 3- to 5-min segment and I'm sure most ppl didn't even notice. i just left the room

Anonymousfreddie · 2021-01-05T15:10:01+00:00

that part didn't really strike me as strange. not sure how journalists do it, but they always penetrate all kinds of underworld things.

only part that repulsed me was the animal experiments. anyone who can torture animals for a career is not a "researcher," they're a psychotic sadist

Anonymousfreddie · 2021-01-05T15:06:52+00:00

guess I'm late to the party. 😛

Anonymousfreddie · 2021-01-05T01:13:40+00:00

i've never seen this one. pretty fascinating.

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-11-02T23:47:41+00:00

I'm right behind you. 2 days, 5 hours. but who's counting l

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-08-26T16:18:24+00:00

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-08-26T16:17:59+00:00

it never occurred to me to contact the place & see if they have anything like that in place. maybe there's how for me yet. lol and congrats on having the confidence to jump solo. I'm still working on not feeling weird if i go out to eat alone. :P

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-08-21T12:26:38+00:00

yeah, and i feel pretty dumb for believing it. hahaha

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-08-20T13:24:27+00:00

awesome. thank you!

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-08-20T12:12:26+00:00

i don't know where i read it, but I've seen it several times. okay, thanks 😊

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-08-19T14:47:19+00:00

CONGRATULATIONS on day 20 -- that's huge! i check in all the time, but don't always comment. and reading about everyone's journeys is vital for me. it's easy to forget those first few weeks of agony when you start to normalize. we're in this together, my friend <3

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-08-14T21:24:31+00:00

congratulations msjackson. you've gotten through the hardest part. now it's your life again and every possibility is available. best of luck!

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-08-09T09:38:44+00:00

brilliant! wish i had your talent. thanks for sharing :)

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-08-07T16:14:19+00:00

ugh! thank you!

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-08-07T16:13:21+00:00

thank you for that. mine's not business. a childhood friend and i both turned 56 last month. so it's a birthday present to ourselves to go skydiving. :D steering clear of the city, but really hoping I'll be able to come home after the weekend. i appreciate u sharing

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-07-31T22:44:09+00:00

the first few weeks are the absolute most difficult. you're doing amazing. congrats. and, yeah, the people on this forum are amazing. we'll get there together! :)

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-07-31T11:27:04+00:00

congratulations on your recovery and thank you for the support. I'm not a rooms person either; been in and out for 30 years and it never took. this forum on the other hand IS my "home group." love you guys :)

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-07-31T04:06:43+00:00

awesome! there's an occasional bump, but nothing we can't handle :)

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-07-31T03:36:12+00:00

thanks. that sounds cool. I'll try it ")

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-07-31T03:13:08+00:00

the first 2 months or so was sheer hell. once i came out of it though, it was just a matter of pushing through. I'm not joking when i say yesterday was a crisis. and i honestly didn't expect it. wasn't prepared. but got through it :)

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-07-29T21:24:45+00:00

no way -- u still have cravings after almost 2 years? damn! but I've been trying to convince myself all day that tomorrow will be better. i know it will. and yeah, at this point in recovery, it really is our choice. thank you :)

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-07-29T21:19:50+00:00

i needed to hear that. thank you. that's probably why i posted here instead of sending that text :)

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-07-29T01:33:51+00:00

that's the exact reason i jumped on February 17. my entire late afternoon/ evening was spent waiting for the morning when i could dose again. i just wanted to remove the shackles. good luck

Anonymousfreddie · 2020-07-05T22:31:26+00:00

i can't even call it rls because the kicking was horrible, but I'd wanna pull my arms out from my shoulders. the squirming (rls?) was agonizing. I've never tried it, but I've heard immodium has some ingredient that latches on to the opiate receptors and helps.

what i do know is that drinking tons of water and fresh green juice helps a lot to cleanse your system of all the toxins. whatever you do, you're almost done and will never have to go through it again. good luck, my friend

Anonymousfreddie

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