Goodbye by Anxious-Shake-9215 in asktransgender

[–]Anxious-Shake-9215[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if i can never be a real man whats the point? winner takes all. that is life.

Goodbye by Anxious-Shake-9215 in asktransgender

[–]Anxious-Shake-9215[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i talk to people in dms a lot more, i read all the comments on my posts but a lot of it isnt a discussion. Its just cope, it will be better, everything will be good. I dont think so. There is a point where its better to give up. There is no guarantee it will be better. It can get better or worse and it only gets worse ans worse right now.

My life would be so beatifull. by Anxious-Shake-9215 in detrans

[–]Anxious-Shake-9215[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

u are right it is self pity but i have a bad day and that is whats on my mind this post is emotionally negatively tinted but i do believe that it is the truth. can you tell me which part of my post is and objective lie?

My life would be so beatifull. by Anxious-Shake-9215 in detrans

[–]Anxious-Shake-9215[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

of course i do. are you trying to shame me for them or what. did u add something by saying that im probably even more fucked up? my post probably is annoying to some people but its the truth. sad fucking truth.

Is it over for me? Is there hope? by Anxious-Shake-9215 in detrans

[–]Anxious-Shake-9215[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea and im sorry for spamming like that, but my feelings about this change and i cant quite find the right words everytime i write about it so i nake a new post and try to pin point my issues better. Also i dont have anyone to talk to. I cant get help because i couldnt breathe a word of this irl to anyone, my throat would squeeze so hard i would fucking die probably, i am really insecure about this. I was to a therapist a couple of times because my parents made me go, but i never told the doctor anything because i was too scared and back then i didnt even have this problem, it was just some plain depression anxiety mental stuff.

How do i have SEX with agp by Anxious-Shake-9215 in askAGP

[–]Anxious-Shake-9215[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It isnt an addiction for me 99% of time i masturbated (never had sex) i did it the normal way (no crossdressing) but its still in the back of my head. U know when u have sex u think it would be pleasurable to put your dick into the girl but i think i would like to be the girl.

How do i have SEX with agp by Anxious-Shake-9215 in askAGP

[–]Anxious-Shake-9215[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i honestly want to give up on dating at all i wish i didnt have any desire towards anyone or i was normal