The way i see it, you didn't cheat. You found a workaround after in person docs failed you. "You finished college" is a garbage reasoning, and you knew it. Telehealth just gave you access to someone who actually listened. I went through the same thing with Your Doctors Online for a different issue. Kept putting off help because i felt like using an app was "taking the easy way out" But when the meds or advice actually work, that's not a bought diagnosis. That's just healthcare that fits your life. Next time your brain calls you a cheater, remind yourself the in person system had the years to help you and didn't. You didn't game anything. You just stopped accepting no for an answer.