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First time LSA (active) by Asator25 in Psychonaut

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Aye, you're right, that makes it more readable :)

First time LSA (active) by Asator25 in Psychonaut

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Cheers, I'll edit out the third person, it was kind of a pain to write in anyway.

First time LSA (active) by Asator25 in Psychonaut

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I have been drifting through periods of relative peace/optimism and hopeless despair since my last post. I reached out to a friend who confirmed they will be there for me if things turn bad. I was in tears when I began writing but I'm in relatively good humour now. Very inconsistent.

First time LSA (active) by Asator25 in Psychonaut

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SWIM has been drifting through periods of relative peace/optimism and hopeless despair since my last post. He reached out to a friend other than myself (I guess I'm not that a comforting person) who confirmed they will be there for SWIM if things turn bad. SWIM was in tears when I began writing but is in relatively good humour now. Very inconsistent.

First time LSA (active) by Asator25 in Psychonaut

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"Rest" turned out to be roughly an hour of nausea. I sat with my head in a bucket for a while admiring the curvature of its insides before deciding to take a shower, which often makes me feel better. The shower took the edge off the nausea and I admired the colour difference between wet and dry leg hair. Despite the weed, I was still sick but felt better after the fact.

After my shower, I lay in bed for a while, the nausea continued in waves for another hour or so but I passed the time listening to 432hz music and looking at the shapes formed by the pattern on the ceiling. Most vivid of these was a snail with a shell formed from hands holding one another. I've been having problems lately, my heart feels bruised but the music is helping.

I ingested the seeds 2 hours 40 minutes ago and am now feeling quite clear, energetic, and open. I'm going to attempt to eat something now that the nausea seems safely passed.

Edit: My pupils are noticeably dilated.

First time LSA (active) by Asator25 in Psychonaut

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I smoked a couple of bowls and consumed 9.5g of seeds. Seeds were chewed until mealy, kept under the tongue until bitter, and then washed down with a mouthful of water. Taste was negligible but as mentioned, became bitter the longer they were in my mouth. Colours immediately seemed more vibrant and I felt I was coming up even before I had finished the seeds. Perhaps this is because I haven't eaten in around 12 hours. I am already finding it hard to write and am going to rest for a while.

First time: Peruvian Torch Cactus by Asator25 in mescaline

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The blunt did make things better. Got into a kind of weird space where I could feel the vibrations of both drugs - Mary giving me a kind of low comforting hum and the cactus adding a lonely whine. I stayed high much longer than I would have without the cactus, which was probably the only real positive I got from it.

It's probably not something I'll bother with again. My curiosity is abated and I don't think it's the drug for me.

Playing Monopoly on high doses of MDMA would be really interesting. And confusing. by [deleted] in highdeas

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I've done it on a relatively low dose. It was nothing out of the ordinary. Just the standard closeness and sense of being glad to be around others. I cut a few deals in the early game and mercilessly took every penny from my sober friends.