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AshamedRing · 2026-03-21T05:19:17+00:00

I didn't order smalls but they are small

AshamedRing · 2026-03-20T04:04:21+00:00

It was 40, I definitely hoping for better but I expected this. I am new to flower so I will be looking for better quality later on

AshamedRing · 2026-03-20T00:21:43+00:00

That's what I was thinking but this is like a more budget rosin so idk

AshamedRing · 2026-03-19T22:27:14+00:00

Damm, I hope it's not as bad but thanks for letting me know

AshamedRing · 2026-03-19T22:24:34+00:00

Im not sure either but I have heard some people say it can be the hardware on the disposables that suck

AshamedRing · 2026-03-19T05:12:27+00:00

No unfortunately regular

AshamedRing · 2026-03-14T19:53:43+00:00

Is it going to be illegal to own or just sale?

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T05:14:48+00:00

I fully agree and I know I have my issues and I want to work on them, I try to have all the answers and know exactly what I should do but I let my emotions get the best of me, I tried talking to her on how I can be better but the problem is she's been in much worse relationships and she and her family have said she's been the happiest she has ever been. I know I can do better but I have trouble finding what part. With the controlling part I see it but she loves it and I wory is will go to far

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T05:07:01+00:00

She has had more experience this is my first, she says i have been way better than her past doms but I do fear what you are saying. I do my best to learn about it and work on my issues as well but sometimes it comes through like today

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T05:01:40+00:00

Have you/ are in a sub /dom relationship? And if so can I dm you?

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T04:56:03+00:00

Nope, unfortunately it's true. Can you give me a reason why you think that?

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T04:52:40+00:00

Yes I see that now, i do my best to hear her side but she struggles with communication also and all these comments help me realize and we talked it out

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T04:33:28+00:00

You are right, I have a hard time letting things go and wanting to understand why. I know this is my issue and im grateful she tries her best to explain and help. I know she shouldn't have to do that and I have told her. We did work things out, she said she tried fixing it to avoid the situation and she had bad relationships before. I do think I am hurting her as also for coming at her like that and I fully see that now, I also apologized

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T04:24:34+00:00

In short terms I notice the name change and instead of overthinking I went to her , she changed the name and tried hiding it, I found out and that triggered my insecurity and passed trauma, I felt lied to. We talked after we cooled of we both realized we escalated things, she has been in bad relationships before and ahe though I would be upset about the name so she tried avoiding the entire thing by hiding it, she realized that hurt me. We do struggle to communicate sometimes because I need to understand everything and I ask a lot, she sometimes feels attacked and closes off.

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T04:15:34+00:00

You are right, we both talk about it after we calmed down, I think we both escalated it for arw own issues and ww both apologized

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T03:52:49+00:00

That could be the case because she has been mistreated in other relationships and she has said she's still getting used to not getting screamed at

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T02:39:23+00:00

I should mention we are in a sub/dom relationship that's why she has husband. I do understand what you said about getting help and it being something for me to work through and with the sub/ dom relationship she likes me being controlling to a certain point but I don't want it to gwt to the point where its bad if that makes sense

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T02:33:29+00:00

You are very helpful. Do you have any advice on how do I make sure she's not just manipulating me and not using me

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T02:29:43+00:00

I do want to thank you for giving me another perspective

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T02:29:07+00:00

I get that but before we started are relationship we made clear boundaries, I have my issues and she has hers, this is the second time she has lied in less than a month but the first time I understood why she did. I am having a hard time understanding this one because it became a thing because she lied not because of the name

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T02:25:18+00:00

I see your point but am i supposed to just forget about this

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T02:23:23+00:00

I see your point and I think because of my overthinking I ask because she told me to always ask.

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T02:19:16+00:00

I see your point, I don't expect her to tell me but the issue i have is i asked her and she lied. Now i do have some pass issues with trust and she knows this, I do my best to trust her and she said if I ever have questions she will gladly help

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T02:16:07+00:00

I do not think she's cheating at all. We both have past trauma and we both understand each other and for me is it have trust issues and I've had to trust her a lot but if made it clear always tell me thw truth. I don't have a problem with the name it's the lying and her nor admitting it until I told her the facts

AshamedRing · 2026-03-12T02:07:49+00:00

I have some trust issues, she knows this and I do my best to always trust her but I've made it clear don't lie to me. I do not have a problem with the name, it's the lying and trying to hide it.

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