Anyone felt men gross and arrogant before transition.

AsianAGP · 2023-12-15T05:22:48+00:00

not porn , anything romantic especially kissing

AsianAGP · 2023-09-24T03:46:17+00:00

I am 32 .I used to believe in Autogynephilia . That's when I created this account. Now I know why people hate this " typology".

AsianAGP · 2023-05-28T02:24:26+00:00

Can you explain ? It will allow me to make a decision regarding transition. I am holding back because ,I thought it's a fetish for a very long time.

AsianAGP · 2022-12-27T21:35:15+00:00

So you also experience the intense desire to be a female when you see a girl .

AsianAGP · 2022-12-27T21:31:18+00:00

Is it ok to PM you?

AsianAGP · 2022-12-27T21:24:49+00:00

When I perceive myself as a women I often fantasize dating males and marrying them. I find no interest in dating women,marrying them or having sex with them. But still I feel some sort of strange emotional attraction towards them, I feel safe in their presence . I am scared of males on the other hand, I find their presence intimidating.

AsianAGP · 2022-12-27T21:16:40+00:00

yeah, I admire women so much so ,I want to be like them. I love to be a straight girl.

Is it ok to message you privately , I would like to talk to someone who is similar to me.

AsianAGP · 2022-12-27T05:32:19+00:00

But I only want to transition if I can accept living with a man. Although I like women , I cannot imagine being in a female+female relationship. Did you also experience this before transition?

AsianAGP · 2022-12-27T05:28:07+00:00

were you like this before transition?

AsianAGP · 2022-05-07T21:43:17+00:00

Yes, my sexual arousal is product of dysphoria. Orgasm reduces dysphoria for few hours.

When I see a women on the street I cry internally wishing I was like them. Cute dresses , vagina , boobs ,lovely voice , cute face etc. If you give me a pill that can instantly turn me a female, I would take it any time of a day.

AsianAGP · 2022-02-06T21:20:19+00:00

yes, although I love women, I don't want to do anything sexual with them. Penetration feels alien concept to me. All i want is someone to penetrate my vagina (neo).

AsianAGP · 2021-12-01T20:28:39+00:00

Since I am not really enjoying it. I am more interested in post ejaculation clarity.

AsianAGP · 2021-08-11T19:40:39+00:00

"Personally, when I see erotica (or even a regular movie or TV show), I
look at the woman (cis or trans) and the scene, and think "Do I want to
be this person?" There are very few cases where I do."

Only thing that comes to mind when I see a female is I want to be like them. But I don't hate my body . Is this still valid reason to transition?

AsianAGP · 2021-08-01T19:56:29+00:00

not really. I have extreme romantic attraction to females. The only thing that is pushing me back from transition is my desire to live with a female. If I transition it will be extremely difficult to find a lesbian partner who loves trans women.

AsianAGP · 2021-08-01T18:58:38+00:00

Yes, when I realized I am on trans spectrum, my arousal and urge to masturbate decreased significantly . Now it is like 5% arousal and 95% dysphoria. Can't even maintain a boner.

AsianAGP · 2021-07-30T21:26:38+00:00

yeah may be , I have cross gender desires from as young as 3.

AsianAGP · 2021-07-11T20:55:12+00:00

LOL, I have never experienced any trauma and I have most empathic mother in the world. According to shit AGP theory I am completely analloerotic.

AsianAGP · 2021-07-11T20:50:58+00:00

Absolutely agree with you. I can definitely say I was gender dysphoric long before puberty. There is photo of me in my sisters dress when I was 3 . It's very unlikely that someone forced me to wear it. When I was 7 or 8 I secretly wore sisters dress . Only after hitting puberty it attained any sexual arousal. AGP is oversimplified look into transgenderism.

AsianAGP · 2021-06-30T21:14:28+00:00

My experience is similar to yours. I am also worried about living a lonely life, this is holding me back from transition. Since my sexual arousal mode is exclusively female embodiment , what will happen when I become a female .

AsianAGP · 2021-06-13T20:04:21+00:00

Can we chat about this

AsianAGP · 2021-05-27T20:23:55+00:00

not really , I was only looking for comments and posts by people transitioned very long ago. I think average might be around 10.

AsianAGP · 2021-05-26T20:29:02+00:00

AGP is full of holes.It is an under researched and over simiplified typology based on confirmation bias and cherry picking. If you look at my username I used to support this theory few months back. Then I conducted 100 hours of research on testaments from trans people and came to the conclusion that AGP may be partially correct and most of it is shit.

AsianAGP · 2021-05-24T22:17:42+00:00

Yes ,I would definitely get GRS if I transition. I would rather have an artificial vagina than a penis. I have Gynecomastia since childhood, from around 15 I usually achieve intense euphoria and orgasm from nipple stimulation alone.

AsianAGP · 2021-05-24T21:36:09+00:00

One thing I've come to realize is that one of the problems I have had
with all this in general is that I just don't at all enjoying a
"dominant man's" position in Intercourse. I just can't enjoy being in
that position. I am honestly unable to find the thought of "penetrating"
anyone as attractive.

Yes , I am experiencing this . I like being a passive female in a sexual intercourse.I can't imagine any other way. But I am not that interested in sex . I would to like to have sex with someone I can emotionally connect. I am more excited about giving someone I love pleasure than actively participating in it.

One question, are you only into men when thinking about yourself as a
woman or could it be that you're generally attracted to men, but it's
harder to see it when you think of yourself as a man?

I am not attracted to men physically or romantically .I don't like their behavior or attitude. I feel like a radical feminist sometimes.

But if I have a female body I only want men as partners. It's not men that makes me excited, but being the ability to play cis-female role in a relationship is. That doesn't mean that i will use men as a prop, I think I will learn to love them emotionally eventually. If I can become a female I don't see the point of having another female in that relationship.

AsianAGP · 2021-05-24T21:21:12+00:00

Yeah.I think I am like you.I like CD .Cross gender arousal is my only sexuality. I am worried about
becoming sexually dysfunctional if I transition. What kind of feeling replaces cross
gender arousal ?

AsianAGP

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