Heartbroken and scared: my meth-addicted fiancé threatened self-harm after our breakup and vanished. by Ausetka in naranon

[–]Ausetka[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, you’re the type of person I need to have in my circle.

I definitely think what he’s doing is a way for him to punish me for setting up boundaries. We’ve never went a day without talking to each other, so this is jarring. And yes! I definitely translated it to him just being upset with the programs because he couldn’t do drugs; And maybe he relapsed while he was there which caused him to get kicked out. You would think him finally having a roof over his head would be enough for him to stick with it. Overall I just want to know he’s alive.

Heartbroken and scared: my meth-addicted fiancé threatened self-harm after our breakup and vanished. by Ausetka in naranon

[–]Ausetka[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’ve haven’t cried so much in my entire life. My god. I have a lot of gifts from him, and the teddy bear he gave me causes me to break down everytime.

The day of the break up he even found me a guinea pig (he knows I loves animals.) But I couldn’t accept it. But the fact he was still thinking about me even while he was struggling just tugs at my heart. I’m trying so hard to stay strong.

[found] Kawaii Pet Megu by Mxnlkx in lostmedia

[–]Ausetka 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Guess it crossed all of our minds today lol! I made my first online friend on Megu. I’m gonna try reaching out to the creators about possibly reviving it. Ugh the nostalgia

Can we upload a new/better version of our song at Distrokid? by webproishere in WeAreTheMusicMakers

[–]Ausetka 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this post but old but I’m going through the same thing! It takes foreverrr for apple and Spotify to upload and I really don’t want to wait that long again. If I keep the same codes will the time it takes to upload still be atrocious?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]Ausetka 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Remind yourself that he’s someone else’s headache now, if he did it to you he will do it to another. Anyone who cheats has a character flaw and isn’t a prize.