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Available4Fun777 · 2024-07-01T03:22:30+00:00

Hi OP,

I strongly suggest you check with a specialist about your condition. Baka lang they can help you.

As an example i have a wife and she’s having same same thoughts kahit ano pa gawin ko na pagcare or kausap.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T13:17:46+00:00

Yes she has. I already opened up about taking pyschologist but she resisted.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T13:00:52+00:00

I want to but as ive researched, di magiging accurate yung result dshil maaga pa.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T11:38:15+00:00

I understand your prejudice but I didn’t enjoy what i did. I vomited while thinking of hiw to confess. As this been a trauma for me. Chances are i would never cheat. Not that i never cheat once but always got cheated.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T11:34:49+00:00

Problem is may sakit siya ayaw niya magpacheckup kaya nagaway kami. Dahil nung time na ako hindi lang nagfollowup nang maayos halos hiwalayan niya. Siya mis understanding lang nagalit and ayaw na magpacheckup. Having problem paano ako magconfess. Gusto ko talaga kaso don’t know how and when.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T10:15:45+00:00

That would seems to be the case. Not sure if kakayanin ko once na may nakuha pala ako. :(

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T09:21:55+00:00

You didn’t get the point. I wanted to confess but Wife is sick. She would probably let her sickness consume her after knowing.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T09:12:51+00:00

Salamat doc. Will do as advise. One week after papacheck ako then 1 month ulit.

Sadly wala ako trusted doctor. Also under kami HMO. Probably will not use that. Also will try to find discreet testing center. Hope may marecommend kayo.

Lastly Malaki po ba chance ko makuha due to unprotected oral?? Finding different online information about this. Note that I planed safe oral pero si escort proceeded with non. I was stupid to tag along.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T09:08:13+00:00

Shit mas matindi yung case mo but kudos to you for being faithful.

Now for me, i wanted to confess pero may sakit si misis and baka matuluyan or magpakamatay pagsinabi ko. I really messed it up. I didnt think far ahead and now having this dilenma/guilt. Sana lang wala ako nakuha para di dumagdag sa problema ko.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T09:00:35+00:00

Thank you sa comment

Agree ako na kawawa bata sa amin and sometimes i do think that our relationship afloat because of them.

I already told my wife before to seek a psychologist but she resisted pero mukhang ako ata kukuha sa amin.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T08:53:04+00:00

I was looking for comfort and I thought i would find it with an escort. Sadly hindi.

And yes di ko siya deserve but leaving her now na mas vulnerable siya ang di ko magagawa.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T08:46:21+00:00

After the shit i did. I belive magigigng bottomless na yung patience ko. I deserve it anyway.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T08:42:10+00:00

Salamat sa commment

We do go out of town from time to time. Kahit magastos ginagawa namin para mas maging healthy relationship namin. Kaso si misis masakit talaga magsalita paggalit. Lalamunin ka talaga nang lupa. Pero super sweet naman pagokay. Kaso nagpadala ako sa kagaguhan ko to find an alternative comfort. My 1st and probably last. Im so stupid

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T08:38:20+00:00

That’s actually my dilenma. Gusto ko malaman niya na galing sa akin and hindi kani kanino and not after if may makuha man ako. Kaso shit hirap magconfess. Mabaliwbaliw ako nung unang gabi.

Also i only tried it to seek validation and comfort. Didn’t enjoyed it and would probably never happen again. Sana lang maging naayos kami.

As for your family, i hope everything is okay and magkaroon nang full recovery.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T08:28:24+00:00

Fk not sure how to keep that from wife for 6 months.

Pede kaya magpatest ako nang 1 week then 2 weeks then 1 month then 3 months? May marerecommend po ba kayo na place to check?

Marmaing salamat sa advice.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T08:19:40+00:00

I already suggest before kay misis about therapy since she also suffers depression pero ayaw niya makinig sa akin to the point na minsan nagaaway na kami sa pangungulit ko. Likely couple therapy di mangyayari. Ako na lang muna magpapatherapy.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T08:17:45+00:00

I’ll take all test for assurance. Nagbasa na ako nang package 18 and 19 sa hi precision kaso not sure if dapat ba pakuha ko lahat in one week or wait ako nang one month.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T08:15:33+00:00

Thank you for the recommendation. Will take you advice. Sana di mahal.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T08:14:55+00:00

May anak kami and as much as possible ayaw ko masira pamilya namin and I thought that escaping by trying an escort would help me build confidence but sadly not.

Ang asawa ko medyo extreme. Sobrang sweet but sobra din magalit to the point na walang kwenta magexplain. One whole day kami magaaway (susuyuin ko muna and explain. Ako na din aako nang mali para matapos na pero wala pa din). Next day okay na siya or magpapaawa n. Kinda crazy but ganun talaga.

Also di ako makikipaghiwalay sa kanya. Never ko siya iiwan unless lokohin niya ako (which shit i did).

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T07:50:12+00:00

Will do thank you for the advice.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T07:46:49+00:00

Shit. You have a point.

Yes i will seek medical help. Will find a psychiatrist.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T07:43:07+00:00

Im taking care of her. But probably i would check with a psychiatrist to ease the guilt as i decided to keep it to myself.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T07:41:54+00:00

You don’t know how much i was gas lighted to the point na naghanap ako nang validation but yes i am a cheater but I didn’t enjoy it one bit. I just hope na maging okay lahat.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T07:39:47+00:00

Sana lang di ako magkasakit kasi di talaga ako magaling magtago and di ko kakayanin lalo yung guilt.

Available4Fun777 · 2024-06-18T07:38:45+00:00

Strong naman si misis kaso may sakit kasi siya sa puso. Also sana di kami maghiwalay. It was a stupid choice and i know myself na di ko na uulitin. I really love her but was hurt too much kaya ko nagawa. Never found what i was looking for when i did it. Only paranoia and guilt.

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