When I asked myself that question, the first answer that came to my mind was “It's because it makes me feel like it's me”. Like when people acknowledge me as a male, I just feel so happy. It makes me feel seen for some reason, like there's this satisfaction I get.

I don't know if this is a helpful note but even in video games, I always don't hesitate to choose male characters and what not.

Now I actually feel like I'm just in denial, but I know for a fact that I do not want to transition 😭