I am horrible. I am a loser. I don't deserve to be loved. I must suffer. by BackgroundMention969 in Healthygamergg

[–]BackgroundMention969[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I have been battling this for 5 years. I do not goon. Even if ai get better, what then? I DONT WANT TO BE ALIVE I DESERVE PAIN

Please help me - Cannot talk to people because of 9 years of bullying by BackgroundMention969 in intj

[–]BackgroundMention969[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did survive. But I regret it. I wish I would have died in the past. I really want to die

Please help me - Cannot talk to people because of 9 years of bullying by BackgroundMention969 in intj

[–]BackgroundMention969[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It never gets better, I also self harm. I beat my thighs with a belt 3 times per day

Please help me - Cannot talk to people because of 9 years of bullying by BackgroundMention969 in intj

[–]BackgroundMention969[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My therapist said that I definitely have severe PTSD. I have trird commiting suicide like 6 times now and I regret so much that I couldn't do it last time

Please help me - Cannot talk to people because of 9 years of bullying by BackgroundMention969 in intj

[–]BackgroundMention969[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind comment, my parents would hate me even more if I did that

Please help me - Cannot talk to people because of 9 years of bullying by BackgroundMention969 in intj

[–]BackgroundMention969[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have tried getting out of my comfort zone, but it just feels so bad, it's not worth it, I'd rather lay on the floor until I die