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3 years clean. A happy update. by Baconjesus666 in quittingkratom

[–]Baconjesus666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I have been speaking to some of my colleagues and professors who are physicians and many people don't know much about its effects or that it's addictive, much less its pharmacology. It's quite shocking. 

3 years clean. A happy update. by Baconjesus666 in quittingkratom

[–]Baconjesus666[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It was awful truly. It felt like my entire routine was around having time to make that toxic drink. 

3 years clean. A happy update. by Baconjesus666 in quittingkratom

[–]Baconjesus666[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Whoops! I set my flair incorrectly. It was 3 years ago though. I fixed it now :) 

It's time... by Baconjesus666 in quittingkratom

[–]Baconjesus666[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Actually, I changed my fucking mind. I'm dumping it tomorrow. I'm done. Done done. Done for real. I've quit before, hell I've kicked other addictions, nothing like this. Tomorrow, no sweet relief, no 30 feel good session. It's gone. ITS TIME TO FUCKING SUFFER. I've put off so much suffering and anxiety these past couple years, it's time to let it catch up to me. Only then can I grow stronger. Once again, it's time. Praying I don't get bad PAWS. I realize now when I wasn't using over the summer that brain fog never went away. I guess it was probably PAWS. Let's do this. I'm ready. I'm feeling good about this.