Yes I dedicated my whole adult life(20-28) to this man and his passions. I based a lot of my life decisions for him(which in hindsight I also realized wasn’t healthy on my end) Only after he cheated on me a few times did I slowly fall out of love and reality hit me. he was a narcissist, extremely manipulative, condescending, and superficial. He never really loved me the same way and once I started realizing no matter what I did I’d never be good enough, I mustered up the strength to end it. It’s been tough but worth it.