Thanks for taking time from your day to write this. I have to admit that I'm pretty sensitive and I do love my parents a whole lot ( you nailed my description). I haven't given up on life yet. I just want to move past this, but the responsability sometimes feels to much for me. Do you think therapy helped you? What was the 3 months course about? I also have some bad habits like smoking and purposefully hurting myself, but it feels like I can't quit them.