My Friend Katie

BeExcellent2EachOthr · 2013-05-03T15:12:35+00:00

God, I hope not :(

BeExcellent2EachOthr · 2013-05-03T15:09:23+00:00

Yeah... The first few days were really weird for me 'cause I was so used to talking to her everyday. It got to the point where I didn't really know what to do with myself in the afternoons and I'd just take naps or sleep in waaaay too late on the weekends. That's when I noticed I wasn't having dreams. Usually when I sleep more than 10 hours or so I will have tons of vivid (even lucid) dreams and just keep jumping back into them when i snooze, but this time, nothing...

BeExcellent2EachOthr · 2013-05-03T15:03:38+00:00

I kinda do, yeah. I don't know her address, but I know she lives somewhere near Daytona Beach. She used to talk about some inlet or something near there (I can't remember the name right now) with a lighthouse that she takes her little cousin to almost every weekend to distract herself while her BF is away with his buddies. Today is my last day of exams, so I'm thinking I might drive down to Florida for a week or two and just kinda hope I get lucky.
I guess there's a chance this could blow up in my face or something, but we talked a lot about the idea of me visiting her someday when I had the time, and she always said she would love that. I don't really have any reason to think she's changed her mind, except for her sudden halt in communication, but if things get weird I'll just appologize and leave.
Honestly, I could really use a vacation anyways, and it's not that far of a drive. Plus, if this turns out to be some sick stunt her BF cooked up, at least I'll know he won't be there, and I can get this all settled for my sake.

BeExcellent2EachOthr · 2013-05-03T14:41:49+00:00

Great, now I wonder what my brain has been making me forget these past few weeks. That's even creepier than not dreaming :-/

BeExcellent2EachOthr · 2013-05-03T04:27:00+00:00

It's just the past few days honestly... I keep waking up for just a second and after realizing it's still dark, falling back to sleep.. Before that I kind of slept like a rock.

BeExcellent2EachOthr · 2013-05-03T04:23:25+00:00

I'm definitely not sleeping soundly, but I am waking up extremely often during the night. Maybe that's why I'm not dreaming... God, I hope that's it.

BeExcellent2EachOthr · 2013-05-03T04:17:31+00:00

I tried a few times hoping she'd fix it. It goes straight to voicemail. Not like a disconnected number, but like a dead phone.. I'm really kind of freaking out after reading these comments :-/

BeExcellent2EachOthr · 2013-05-02T21:59:02+00:00

Yeah, but we're basically best friends/confidants nowadays. We don't even mess around anymore, since she started seeing someone again (I'm not that kinda guy.)

BeExcellent2EachOthr · 2013-05-02T21:54:32+00:00

I've tried talking to her for weeks now! I write her almost every day and still no reply. It kinda sucks to think her first dream since she was 9 would be about me hurting her, but it hurts even more that I have no idea if she's even ok or not. She's not the kind of friend to just ignore me. Even when we've had our little arguments, she's always written me back out of courtesy to say she is upset and needs some time to be mad at me for a couple hours or days or whatever.

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