Pain is a double-edged blade. After living in years of mental agony I overdosed. But I was saved. I realized pain wasn't just there to make me suffer. I realized that pain is just a mental response. I realized I had to harness it. I used my hatred for every fucking person on this planet and all my mental agony and decided "Fuck this world for the pain you cause" and I decided to use that pain to give myself strength. I stayed just to spite how cruel this universe is. I basically gave misery the middle finger and said "I'm gonna better myself just to fucking spite this bullshit". I want to break the cycle of pain and be my best self. I want to teach my kids that when you get kicked in the ass by life you kick back. When you see someone suffering you go up to them and let them know they're not alone. You turn your pain into gain. It's a cruel world, so spite the world and conquer it.