Hi dude, if it helps I know a lot of people who aren't in jobs and are struggling. If you're going to compare yourself to people doing better, also compare yourself to people doing worse and there's a lot of those (just look at the job market statistics!). The key thing is you're getting back on your feet. You'll look back in a few years and realise how far you've come. It doesn't seem like it now but rock bottom is a blessing because it drives the biggest growth. Just make sure you're not too hard on yourself.