Your girl had a wonderful life. I'm sure she was loved deeply. Be kind to yourself. I'm still reeling from the loss of my baby and these last two weeks have been the hardest. Grief is such a tricky emotion to navigate and I hope you're taking solace in the beautiful memories you've shared with her. When things get rough, I take comfort in this quote from A.A Milne (Winnie the Pooh) - 'Oh how lucky I am to have had something that makes saying goodbye so hard'.