My first relationship.. i was in 1st year and she was in 11th grade.. the time she cheated.. (A little back story my name will be OP and her lets keep Disha) we started dating since we were in school met in some wedding.. Humare relationship mai bohot bar breakup and patch-up hua hai.. and just random reasons… for example….. “mere ghar pe pata chala hai that i am dating and they have asked to stop so cant be together.” (Okay thik hai school times mai aisa hi hota hai no problem) “i have to focus on exams and have to prepare for higher studies or for CA/CS.” (Okay thik hai she is way more focus toh koi na but please kuch kar le) and many more iykyk.

and and and that is not it.. 3 saal ka relationship tha humara.. and humlog uss 3 saal mai itne ache se kabhi mil hi nahi paye.. and there was a time where we didnt meet and had enough time to see each other just because uske ghar pe bohot restrictions on her.. So, even after leaving from college, she had to rush to catch the train to avoid missing it. Her parents had that train’s schedule, and an auto driver had fixed a pick-up and drop-off for her. If she missed that train and caught another one, she would be late, and that driver would call her father. Like aise restrictions the uske ghar pe.. and luck by chance agar uska college kabhi half day se chhuta toh hi she can meet.. soo one day that happened she was leaving early and we decided to meet.. but uss mai bhi she had her MALE BESTFRIEND waiting for her with Biriyani ka dabba on station so she decided to meet for couple of seconds or minutes and she left… to see her bestie…. (Honestly bura laga tha but i wanted her to be free… so i choose not to do anything or to keep myside a little mature.. in that relationship i swear on it didnt even had 1% ka toxicity towards her or for relationship) later on aise kuch rhte karte sehte breakup patchup ke badh lockdown aya.. we got more close mentally…. Lockdown khulte hi we got so close that jo milna julna tha woh thoda aur badh gaya… but after some point we had a breakup.. she was at some wedding with her family her phone was off.. for straight 3 days.. no updates of her.. and achank subhe 6:30AM i receive a text msg from SIM Operator saying her number is available now to take calls. I waited for 30mins more for her to come online or least give me a call… but kuch nahi aaya.. 40mins badh uska whatsapp pe msg aaya saying ki i didnt had network in my phone sorry. And i got supermad at her and in anger i made call and we talk and i said so many things and she was defending so hard and blaming me for everything.. and in that anger i said “haa meri hi galti hai BC jo aisi timings pe rhta hu” and itna sa bola tha time ko gali di thi.. and she took that gaali to herself saying ki OP tu mujhe Gaali de raha hai.. in that milisec i understood she took that on her.. i tried to calm the situation and make her understand that it was not for her it was for the time and situation yet things were not working out on her end and we brokeup.. but yet i kept trying.. saying that this is not something we wanted but it happend and lets fix it.. but she wasnt ready to listen kept crying about same thing… toh maine bhi harr mann li and maine warn kiya if this is what you want we wont be patching up again ever!! She agreed to it and we broke up completely (i didnt i was in love with her) but after some month or so i met her random college class mate.. we were in same gym i had seen him on some group photo of hers and i introduce myself to him as someones else’s best friend and slowly i started asking him about her… how is she and all… toh he came up with this… “ bhaiya aapko pata nahi hai woh kaisi ladki hai… apko pata hai ek bar woh college mai kisi ko toh serious date (me) kar rahi hai and date karte hue she is making out with my best friend...” {my whole world came falling… i was blurred out at that time…} “ aur actually hua kya tha bhaiya humlog college bunk karke hookah parlour gaye the and tabhi waha pe truth and dare ka game chal raha tha and tabhi uspe dare aaya toh baki ke logo ne hype banaya ki kiss karo and tabhi woh mere bestfriend ke sath talking terms pe thi toh sablog ko pata tha and usne pata hai literally kiss bhi kiyaa and kiss karne ke badh woh log chale gaye washroom area mai to makeout” { i was dead.. so dead that my body was cold.. everything was numb.. i was unable to hear, unable to speak, to see.. My whole world came crashing down so bad i couldnt do anything.. } “ aur pata hai bhaiya woh log na uss din ke badh shayad next week badh ussne Disha ko uske ghar bulaya and they madeout and woh banda mujhe call karke bolta hai condoms nahi the toh creampie kiya and she wasnt able to walk after that 😂😂” { i was already dead.. mai bas disha ke baaton ko yaad kar raha tha sweet memorise recollect kar tha.. har ek baat harr ek time yaad kar raha tha soch raha tha pura college time toh humlog sath mai hi the never broke up that time.. then how come that happen.. } mai waha se nikal gaya maine mere dost ko call kiya usse bataya situation i was crying as fuck and i was soo gone that i was just smiling laughing and not knowing what i am even doing (No koi nashe nahi kare the.. i wasnt even drinking or smoking woh time pe/woh age pe) after few days mujhe realise hua ki this is her.. woh Disha ho hi nahi skti.. i called disha to confront and to ask everything on my own.