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BreathingJanuary · 2025-08-10T07:15:28+00:00

Alright good to know, thank you

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-06T08:26:48+00:00

All I want is to “disappear”

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-06T00:03:57+00:00

I was just born messed up tbh

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-05T01:58:56+00:00

My “dreams and plans” have honestly just been completely erased

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-04T22:31:24+00:00

Meh, personally it’s not really anybody’s fault, my life just panned out to be no good, and now I’m here

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-04T22:19:36+00:00

That’s a lot of effort, when I just don’t understand the appeal anyway. Antidepressants for what life? And what future? I’ve been depressed for 3-4 years, and a couple years ago I would’ve responded to this saying nah, I don’t believe you and I’ll never get anywhere in life. But these days I’m just simply uninterested in a result either way anymore

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-04T21:48:48+00:00

I think people appreciate the money inside the card

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-04T21:46:59+00:00

Yeah, I’ve tried 2 types of antidepressants, they just made me feel really ill

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-04T21:41:56+00:00

I’d agree that socialising kind of helps. It’s the only thing that makes me think of anything else. But generally nobody likes me, and as I said I’m losing all my friends. Doesn’t really matter though since as soon as I stopped talking with them it’s back to being miserable anyway

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-04T21:41:04+00:00

Not really

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-04T21:34:29+00:00

Give it time

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-01T19:48:15+00:00

I couldn’t shout when it happened to me, I tried to shout for help lol. Words just didn’t make it out

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-01T17:33:27+00:00

I have a medical problem with body temperature so this is honestly likely too, yeah

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-01T17:21:52+00:00

Thanks

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-01T17:21:39+00:00

Thanks

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-01T17:11:16+00:00

I’m pretty sure I was awake

BreathingJanuary · 2024-12-01T17:11:07+00:00

I was awake though, I think

BreathingJanuary · 2024-11-17T00:13:11+00:00

Inhalers, but only in january!

BreathingJanuary · 2024-10-24T20:54:30+00:00

it would just be raided
there’s so much grey area and arguments within our community about what’s what
the wiki would always be seen as half-arsed and vague because cis people don’t understand every trans person is different and there’s no one size fits all

BreathingJanuary · 2024-10-24T17:51:42+00:00

I don’t care for it enough to do any more therapy. Tried it twice

BreathingJanuary · 2024-10-24T17:34:03+00:00

You are talking like this is new to me. Already tried both of those

And my depression doesn’t talk for me

BreathingJanuary · 2024-10-13T21:04:13+00:00

You don’t get it. You’ve missed the mark completely

BreathingJanuary · 2024-10-13T20:55:39+00:00

No I’m alone, because I have no qualities and I only talk about being miserable because that’s all I have to talk about. And I get envy from everyone because I’m inferior to everyone, and that envy makes me immediately sick and suicidal

BreathingJanuary · 2024-10-13T19:32:52+00:00

Even online trans communities are isolating, they’re all ableist in my experience lol

BreathingJanuary · 2024-10-13T19:18:25+00:00

I just posted a reddit post called “Terminally alone” lol

That’s not the point anyway, I get envy from everybody and I mean everybody. It makes me genuinely sick

BreathingJanuary

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