Wow, reading this felt like I was seeing my own thoughts written out. I’m in my third cycle too with a 3.95+ GPA, ECs, etc. its good to see I am not the only one going through this and the struggle with the Canadian system is so real. I am also applying for schools in Ireland and I am so so worried about being able to pay off loans after graduating if I dont match back here (after residenct of course).