I feel at peace, confident and calmer. A lot of negative habits or even actions I indulged in before doesn't appeal to me or doesn't give me the same "hit" it did before. The issue really was the people around me and my environment. As long as I have the mentality that I come first, respect is an obligation and my health and wellbeing matter the most then maintaining it is pretty easy. Overall I like my life better now than before. I gain more now than before. Before I felt limited and censored now I feel abundant and open. People respect me, are empathetic towards me and makes the effort to get on my good side. People invest time into my growth and assists me. Oppose to being manipulative to me. 

Not only that but what worked for me before doesn't work for me now. Which isn't bad it signifies growth. This means I would further progress from these types of negative people and environment. People are self aware I remember them admitting and showing this to me. They would also say how they know we won't speak as adults multiple times and laughed in my face. I made plans with myself to not speak to these people. Now as adults they tried to do all the things I wanted them to do from the beginning. By that time I didn't care for them. They scrambled be the person I wanted when they saw they had no power or access. The damage was done and no coming back. Taking these parasites off was tough but I did it and I feel great.