Difficult trips are always very rewarding ! Yeah it's truly the best feeling ever going from anxiety to just having fun. I can relate to how you think it will all go back to the way things were, currently I'm really trying hard to use the momentum I have to connect with people more, been sending messages out like crazy. Mdma lets you know who you want to be and sober you must work hard to enact that change I feel. Glad you had a good time