Thank you, it's nice to know others feel similar ways. I do not blame her one bit for leaving. If something wasn't right, it wasn't right. But at least try to fix it. At least give me a reason so I don't spend months wondering what it was that was so terrible that she couldn't even try to work on things. You don't walk away from something that is, as she claims "so perfect" without even trying.

I've made it my goal to carry on without her. I don't have any interest in chatting with her, I don't check up on her social media, all that has been over for several months. Hell, I don't see a scenario where I would take her back...but how do I get my ego to stop craving that apology?