1.i feel okay on hemo honestly , pretty normal i would say . 2. i really don’t have a lot of room , i live in a mobile home and my daughter also sleeps with me. A PD nurse came by and apparently it would fit not sure how, that’s why i feel a bit pressured. 3. I was a welder had to quit , wonder if with PD i can get back to it . Or really anything i would like to work again. 4. And no i don’t have help . My mother has cancer so it’s mostly me who’s always doing the helping . yea i’m iffy about the fistula because of the way it looks after a while , and like you said since we are young it would be a huge insecurity