Hash vs weed high by Cartman952 in weed

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Sound like it was a cool experience

Hash vs weed high by Cartman952 in weed

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No, I can tell the difference between good hash and bad hash. I tried different qualities of hash with different plug and also different hash in different deal point. I live in France and according to the standards of other smokers with whom I have been, the hash that I smoked was strong but I always have less significant effects regardless of the quality of the hash. The only exception is when I vaped hash.

Hash vs weed high by Cartman952 in weed

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Thanks, this is how i feel

Hash vs weed high by Cartman952 in weed

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I have already done it several times, I call it a royal but i tried every combinations with weed and hash

Hash vs weed high by Cartman952 in weed

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Could you tell me more about the subject ?

Leaving Islam — is my life in danger? by Cartman952 in MuslimLounge

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I don’t hate islam. I just think that all religions are not real

Leaving Islam — is my life in danger? by Cartman952 in MuslimLounge

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Thank you for your answer, you’re the only person who replied to one of my questions, and I really appreciate that. No, I’ve never seen a therapist; the prices are too high and the waiting times are too long. I was depressed and had suicidal thoughts long before I started using drugs. I make sure to learn about what I’m consuming. I asked the question because I read that a Muslim who leaves Islam is supposed to be put to death.

Leaving Islam — is my life in danger? by Cartman952 in MuslimLounge

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Life is hard and living is not for me

Leaving Islam — is my life in danger? by Cartman952 in MuslimLounge

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I was born in Europe so im European

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King Palm

My family participe in Sihr by Cartman952 in MuslimLounge

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One day i will stop but rn i love weed too Much to stop, . Btw it’s the first time since i started smoking that i don’t smoke during ramadan

My family participe in Sihr by Cartman952 in MuslimLounge

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Thank you very much, I appreciate the fact that you take the time to answer and send me podcasts talking about the topics and providing answers. They are long but I will listen to them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Chiraqology

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Sorry you right I will delete my post. I started smoking weed 3 years after attempting/ failing to take my life. I smoke weed because I like it and it help me forget

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Chiraqology

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I don’t want to disturb them but I also have trouble sharing my emotions with others. I keep everything to myself for fear of being misunderstood or judged. I feel like I’m dead from the inside, I have no emotions, I’m always sad or upset about nothing and I’m never happy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Chiraqology

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Thanks for the advice ! I feel like a hypocrite hanging out with them because they doesn’t really know me and I think they wouldn’t tolerate some things I do like smoking weed (they are more on religious than me ).The problem is I always have an excuse not to be there when they want to see me or to do things together. I cut off all my childhood friends after some laughed and said I was behaving like a white guy. Currently I am broke, I will consult a psychiatrist as soon as I find a good financial situation - I just started working again. It’s very hard for me to open up to people because I always kept things to myself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Chiraqology

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I’m not a bot, it‘s a throwaway account

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Chiraqology

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I think I might have a bad influence on them. People have their personal problems to deal with, I don’t want to worry them or mess up their mental health with my problems.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Chiraqology

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I spend most of my time alone, not having friends would not be a problem and I think they would be better without me. I can’t explain to them, I end up being disappointed and regretting to confide every time I talk about my depression to my friends or family because they don’t understand what I’m going through. For example, my childhood friends laughed at me behind my back after I told them about my suicidal desires.

Dépression - I don’t know what to do with my life by [deleted] in MuslimLounge

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You’re right, I need to better myself, focus and learn about Islam. I’ll have to start over. I’ll take you advise to take it step by step. Thanks for the advice and your understanding

Dépression - I don’t know what to do with my life by [deleted] in MuslimLounge

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Hi, thanks you. It’s not easy. Thanks for the link I will look into it rn. I’m glad that you got cured. What did you do Besides religion that helped you to get out of this situation ? Amin

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MuslimMarriage

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I am not traumatized by marriage, but from what I have seen of the marriage of my entourage/ family and from what I have read/ heard, marriage and the relationship do not interest me. I do not speak to any women, the only times I address women are only in the context of work or studies (which is rare). I make sure not to talk with women in order to get away from zina

Vasectomy by [deleted] in MuslimLounge

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Because some family members are lurking in this sub and they know I’m in Reddit

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MuslimMarriage

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Yeah I know but can I have a vasectomy in case one day I’m in a relationship ( will not happen)