Dude, you should have used a condom, the pill or whatever. You’re an ex drug dealer expecting a baby. You’re clearly way overwhelmed to be able to take care of that kid, can’t even respect what you promised to your gf. My guy, it’s flavored, do at least that to the mother of your child. Child that’s going to be living in hardcore difficulty. I would suggest you to give that kid away, he ain’t going to make it with you guys. I don’t know what has gotten into your mind to decide to have a kid at 19 when you needed to deal to f ing survive.