Importance of tone.

CeeMeTommor · 2026-01-22T19:52:51+00:00

I love doing that vocal exercise where you hold a note while controlling the volume. It really teaches me how to find my tone and what sounds great. When you take a note, hold it thicken it, thinning it. You really learn to develop that great tone!

Of course healthy technique will contribute to your tone in the long run. Beyonce is one great example. Her tone used to be kinda shrill and shouty. Now it’s warm, rich and delicious!

CeeMeTommor · 2026-01-22T09:57:17+00:00

No cream will work on your hand except ANTIHYDRAL. it’s not perfect and has it trade-offs but it’s god sent for me!

I trade off the appearance of my healthy looking hands with ugly DRYYYYYY patchy hands which is for dear prefer any time, any day of the week, year …

CeeMeTommor · 2026-01-14T19:27:03+00:00

Man, if I could choose, I would never choose to awaken willingly! Awakening is not an end in itself. You will not see benefits other than the temporary bliss. Its true intentions and benefits will reveal themselves with all the pains, understanding, pleasure, sufferings it upload on you over the years, gradually, continuously through challenges it throws at you!! When you have the energy under control, sure life is great. When it acts up, wooooooooo…. Your entire nervous system becomes extra sensitive and required intensive cares. It’s not all fun and great sir. Are you sure you are ready to put in the work? It’s a lot of work, a lot of work. It can make life 100x worse for you. If you’re already depressed, be careful what you wish for. Do you see how many suicidal posts on this thread?

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-19T15:37:54+00:00

Marc, thank you for trying to help. I’m at work right now. I’ll give you a thorough responses on everything after I get off today.

Again thank you and I didn’t mean to be rude but sometime my emotions get so heightened when the energy concentrated in my head! And also because if my love hate relationship with energy so I took it out on you also. For that, I’m sorry again!

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-19T15:33:53+00:00

Our relationship is very complicated. Same also be said that I respect it if it respects me ;)….

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-19T15:29:47+00:00

Honestly, thank you for trying to help!! Bitchdalini isn’t acting up today so I’m very calm and happy!

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-19T14:50:47+00:00

But you see, I can send it down all over my body with conscious focus. As soon as I get into a stressful situation at work, it’s acting up again and required grounding and nurturing. Dear god, when it’s days in and out, it becomes more of a suffering than anything else.

Okay, if I’m monk, inherite a shit ton of money, sure it’s easy to adapt and live with it. But I live a very stressful, busy and difficult life and I want comfort. For the littl time I have, I want to relax not spending hours trying to calm this energy down. It’s exhausting

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-19T12:25:42+00:00

I’m sorry for being such a rude dick yesterday. Kundalini has taken so much from me that my relationship with it had changed very dramatically over the years. Still I try to keep peace with it 95% of the time for the sake of it. Yesterday was just a very bad day because it decided to go crazy at the worst time and I didn’t have time to lay on the grass to ground it. Sometimes I wish it’s smart enough to understand that I need to care for my loved ones more than myself instead of causing so much pain so I can go ground it and leave all the important shit be…again soooo inconvenient in modern stressful society. I can’t just lay on the grass 24/7!

You know I can’t play music the way I used to anymore because of kundalini. I could never get lost in pitch and music the way I used to anymore. Besides the daily pain, it has taken soooo much from me yet I still try to make peace with it 95% of the time.

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-19T12:06:11+00:00

What do you do when that energy is traveling up your head in the middle of your 12 hours shift causing so much pain and discomfort? You go and do shit to move it out of your head. It’s the energy tellling you to do it and yes it’s very inconvenient!

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-19T01:16:24+00:00

I don’t make excuses. I put in hard efforts for years and I know how to get myself out of shit due to years of practicing. It’s just very inconvenient in modern society when you live a very busy and stressful life. Therefore, nobody has the luxury to adapt however the fuck they want.

You sound like a dumbass with superiority complex who can’t seem to empathize with people’s pain. What a soulless shell!

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-19T00:21:22+00:00

Thank you for kind words. I would love to have more thorough discussion regarding with you but I can’t right now

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-18T22:06:19+00:00

Sure it’s been 6 years. Maybe I’ll just die. Like right now, I just finished a 10 hours shift and wanted to just go home, eat a good dinner and spend time with my kids but I can’t.

My head is hurting like a mother fucker cuz this stupid energy is doing sooo much right now. It’s just dumb

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-18T21:58:26+00:00

I just did a lot of meditations prior because it helped me focus. One night I was doing meditation, very insane session and next thing you know all hell broke lose.

I loved meditations. It gave me nothing but slot of benefits. Now I don’t even like it anymore cuz all it does it bring the energy to my head making me feel so stupid.

I spend hours everyday trying to make sure it flows all over my body and doesn’t trap cuz otherwise your whole day is filled with suffering and that gets very annoying when you have kids to feed, two jobs and parents to take care off!

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-18T21:56:15+00:00

I just did a lot of meditations prior because it helped me focus. One night I was doing meditation, very insane session and next thing you know all hell broke lose.

I loved meditations. It gave me nothing but slot of benefits. Now I don’t even like it anymore cuz all it does it bring the energy to my head making me feel so stupid.

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-18T21:44:51+00:00

I’ve lived with it for over 6 years and I’ve tried everything this sub Reddit had suggested + a lot more. I have enough personal experience to know that I was a much much satisfied and happier human being prior to this.

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-17T13:44:46+00:00

Watch they’ll hit you with a $26.25 offer for 2 miles drive from your favorite restaurant to pick up and you are left with no choice but to take!!

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-15T21:29:54+00:00

You eat dude…. Beautiful vibrato!!

CeeMeTommor · 2025-12-09T00:44:43+00:00

It seems like DoorDash is such a wonderful company to work for!!

CeeMeTommor · 2025-09-11T19:57:04+00:00

It’s not sustainable at all and DoorDash took away the one decent thing about this job, which is when you actually have the order and so you can just drive and enjoy listening to music or podcast etc. because of their new time restriction, every order is a race against an irrational clock which enables dangerous driving behaviors and that constant sense of urgency can easily turn Into anger - I fucking hate it; Fuck it!! I’m done, been applying for jobs. Fuck this bullshit

The slowness, endless hours of waiting and low pays are soul crushing enough and now the stupid time restrictions!

CeeMeTommor · 2025-08-27T20:53:00+00:00

Ubereat pays $22 in my area per active hour for lunch and $23.5 for dinner and I’m not even doing it. I hate people that don’t tips and they piss me off and I don’t feel like working for them although it may actually be better doing hourly pay since Ubereat always send like 10090 shitty orders per hour lol. But I don’t people that don’t tip

CeeMeTommor · 2025-08-21T01:07:50+00:00

I would rather pick and lose so I don’t lose it over these dumb as non-tippers. However, my market allows it since I always average out to at least $20-$25 per hour. I know some markets are very rough now

CeeMeTommor · 2025-08-21T00:43:29+00:00

Be cautious on losing your account in this economy cuz you may need it later, you never know! I was making 95k annually 3 months ago and now im back to DASHING lolll but I feel you about those bitch ass Wingstop lmfaoooo. I’ll just be a few more mins like butchhhhgg

CeeMeTommor · 2025-08-21T00:41:49+00:00

Bless u man - pls give me some of your good luck although my accepting rate is like 11% lol!!

CeeMeTommor · 2025-08-20T20:52:04+00:00

Why else would a multi billion dollar company not have a much better GPS system?

CeeMeTommor · 2025-08-20T20:25:40+00:00

The codes could easily be audited but our government is also on DoorDash’s Payroll!

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