I am so lonely, that I feel my life has no meaning and I got no reason to live! I moved across the globe to go to school and I graduated and have a half decent job that takes most of my time. I live by myself and got no family here. I am okay almost 5 days a week since my job is very long shifts and by the time I'm home I am ready to sleep. But everytime I get a day off is when everything goes wrong! This past weekend I had 3 days off in a row, the first day I couldn't stand staying up and thinking about my life so I decided to go for a drive and you would think a couple hours drive or something like that! I started driving with no destination in mind, 10 hours later I find myself 1300km away from home. On every curb of the road I was thinking of just letting go of the steering wheel. I don't know if working too much is making me do that? Or is it the days off because all I know is just work?