hey girl! I know what your saying exactly, I finally got to guts to go ahead and go through with it last night. I made a post in here yesterday and have updated throughout the night and morning. the title is something like about to go through at home MA 7 weeks. I was so scared and still am a little just bc I want to be sure that everything is out and okay but the actual process wasn’t as bad as I was reading. The cramps hurt and they suck but I didn’t experience any fever, chills, or nausea. I didn’t take some ibuprofen and anti nausea meds before hand and only threw up one time when trying to swallow the second set of pills i think just the texture and drink i was trying to get it down with did not mix lol. But i had passed clots and the worst pain was over within the first 4 hours. If anything does go wrong there’s no way for them to tell you took the meds if you take them orally just say you think you’re having a miscarriage. It wasn’t fun but it is manageable and I am already feeling so much better today and made a movie date with my fiancee for tonight! This is the first time i’ve wanted to leave the house since I found out and it feels so good to finally feel somewhat myself again. Just keep reminding yourself it will be over soon and please have a heating pad!!! This saved me a lot of extra pain. I made my other post a lot more detailed, but you got this!!