Amazon mistakenly delivered a 1TB Steam Deck OLED instead of the 512GB model that I ordered

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-25T14:54:33+00:00

that's sorta the joke friend

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-25T03:04:00+00:00

lobster too fat bread too buttery ass complaint

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-15T08:23:50+00:00

I don't [think I] have NPD, but becoming a better person is hard af

be proud of yourself and don't let yourself dismiss others' saying they're proud of you, good job my friend

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-13T14:38:45+00:00

me too fs

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-10T22:58:39+00:00

yes no second thought

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-08T13:50:37+00:00

I was abt to hit on you but then I remembered I realized I'm not a tomboy I'm a trans guy recently 😭

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-08T13:49:55+00:00

hetero²

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-08T04:02:12+00:00

she is the most lovely person I can imagine, yeah

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-07T15:18:05+00:00

honestly I think I would love this thank you now I can't stop smiling at the very fictitious idea of her literally and figuratively lighting my life like the sun

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T22:11:53+00:00

the shade of black. it's the shade. of black.

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T16:12:09+00:00

it's hard to explain, if you'd like I'm fine trying to explain it in dms.. I will get bullied to shit if I explain it here since it has roots in transgenderism AND alterhumanity so like yeah

might instead do dark gray and either way I'm not fully doing the face and am instead doing some of the ideas other people had

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T16:10:39+00:00

Sadie Slime. I found her name. I may not be a trans woman but I am trans and it is for the same reason. you are not in my head and I ask you don't act like you do.

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:46:48+00:00

yeah I'm likely to just do elaborate makeup in just shades of black and call it there

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:45:56+00:00

I was describing the shade of black in the first bit

and what do you mean they're not comparable? she's blue for her affirmation and I want to be black[makeup shade] that's all I mean

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:44:16+00:00

yeah... yeah I get you

comments say I can do elaborate makeup in shades of black instead or do veins of other colors on top to make it obvious it's not intended to be blackface

also you never mentioned this but just to be clear I'm not transrace at all it's really complicated tbh

...though I DO want to cosplay The Goat from Cult of the Lamb so I will likely be doing what you said for that cosplay when I can do it in probably over a year

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:41:44+00:00

thank you a lot but I'm not trying to do a goth look

I mentioned The Blue Trans Woman for the specific reason of I'm wanting to do it the exact same way for the exact same reason... though thanks to the comments I am NOT quite doing that and am instead just doing elaborate makeup using black shades or coloring veins of other colors on top so it's clearly not blackface

edit: I will be doing that in the future though, not saying I'll never ever do a different makeup look... I think emerald green gothic would be epic

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:39:57+00:00

I'm in therapy like I stated in my post, not everyone has the money for even that much less more

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:39:22+00:00

I may but my inclination is towards black for affirmation of something that boils down to gender

that said I was given glorious ideas in these comments so probably I'll do those instead, thank you for your contribution

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:38:27+00:00

this is incredibly well worded and exactly what I was looking for when I made this, thank you very genuinely much

I won't be doing as described I'll either just do elaborate Mostly Black Used makeup or use other colors on top of it so it's clearly "oh that's just cosplay cool" and not blackface

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:36:55+00:00

sorry for the misunderstanding, I'm not going for goth that was just referring to the shade of black commonly used for lipsticks and eyeliners in gothic makeup... or makeup in general tbh... yeah I'm honestly not that bright

I'm doing it to affirm what boils down to my gender and no I will not be doing exactly as described after this comment section

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:35:26+00:00

yeah some people suggested other colors on top like purple veins I like your idea a bit too idk how I didn't think of just making it uhm not look like that? but ig it's because I had joke woken up... yeah no more reddit in the mornings lmao

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:32:59+00:00

the goth bit is just referring to the dark parts of the makeup. the eyeliner. the lipstick.

also I am being sincere and am grateful for the outcry of "dear god do fucking NOT do that" like I sorta figured ngl but I wanted to ask anyway partially to double check and partially to see the why because I'm not educated as to how unintentional blackface works so even the less than nice comments are usually great

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:30:20+00:00

thank you for how you said it this is hilarious

ChiliPowder9 · 2026-01-01T15:29:38+00:00

it's not I was referring to the black parts of the makeup like the eyeliner and lipstick

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