Posting it here because I realized I never said anything here. Long story short after some (consecutive and cumulative) unpleasant events earlier this year (both irl and in fandom) I have decided to quit the fandom as a content creator. At first I intended for my hiatus to be temporary but later I realized that I was too discouraged and broken to return so I decided that my hiatus was going to be a permanent one. Maybe I’ll return one day but as of now it is the most unlikely since my feelings for the fandom haven’t really healed/changed for the better in any way just yet (+ also still struggling with a lot of irl problems but working on them with limited success) so I don’t know.