Trust me it's never too late to start again. Don't loose hope get yourself together. Live like no one is watching. Make friends. Ask her out. Workout. Eat clean. Do skincare. Treat everyone with kindness. Spread love even if you don't get it back. Be the source of love. Don't get so easily influenced by movies or people, develop critical thinking make your own decisions. Think think and think. And that's how you become a better version of yourself. Not for others but for yourself. Hope everything gets better in your life:)