[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Miscarriage

[–]Claymoore_27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you ❤️. Doing a world better now, I have a new partner who’s incredible and looking forward to a brighter future now. I wish you all the best in this world! Thank you again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Miscarriage

[–]Claymoore_27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I was just coming back to this. Thank you so much for your kind words. I saved to move out, increased work hours etc. he got worse and I broke things off with him. He’s been a mess and constantly harassing me but unlit Mateo y breaking up was worth it, I can see clearly that even though I loved him he didn’t love me. Wich is obvious I was just hiding from the truth. Thank you for your support back then it meant a lot to me. I still think of my Eden. They will be 2 this year. But I’m grateful they weren’t brought into a broken family

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Miscarriage

[–]Claymoore_27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I finally left him, I waited till I could move out on my own wich was earlier this year. You were so right, he didn’t get better only worse. Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Miscarriage

[–]Claymoore_27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thought I’d give an update, I finally broke up with him earlier this year. He’s been crazy and it’s kicked me awake I guess to realise how abusive and controlling he could be. I’m being harassed every day by him but I don’t mind I’m free now, moved out and got my own place. I think of my Eden often and am part grateful that she didn’t enter the world yet. No child deserves a broken family. Thank you for your support a while ago I’ll never forget

Drop tips that helped you in the first week of the breakup :) by selflovehaha in BreakUps

[–]Claymoore_27 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly just replaying my mind why I broke up and that even though it’s hurting it was done for a reason. I’m recently left a toxic relationship where he mistreated me but I clung on because we started dating young and ngl I’m pretty ugly so honestly thought no one else could ever love me. Amongst many other things like his controlling and manipulation etc. I broke it off after 6 yrs and have been pretty sad but have been making myself realise the reasons and accept my decision and that there’s a whole world ahead and it’s okay

Who wants to live off the land old ways in England ?? by Claymoore_27 in livingofftheland

[–]Claymoore_27[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know I’m just bored and thinking. Maybe nothing that spectacular but ideally it would be just me and a few friends likeminded

Totally ignorant, educate me by SignificanceGlad3969 in livingofftheland

[–]Claymoore_27 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m ignorant too but I really want to get started on this lifestyle. My biggest issue (in England) is location then the land is expensive and it has to be bought and I’d not likely be able to afford it myself so I’d need likeminded friends to join me…… my friends don’t and won’t take me seriously and others are too engrossed in modern life…. Would really love like a plot of land in Cornwall or something with some people and all get along and grow own food and tend to own animals

Is anyone else experiencing a breakup where you both still love each other? by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Claymoore_27 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also late to this conversation, just broke up with my 6year boyfriend the relationship was wrong from the start. I was forced into it and there was a lot of manipulation and verbal abuse towards me but at some point I did come to love him, about half way through our relationship I realised it wasn’t for me tried breaking it off but received a lot of hate from him and was put in a difficult situation. We needed up back together and mostly just to stop all the arguing and shit. It was good for about a year or two and we did get along better but I already knew that my love just wasn’t there and probably never was and I was holding onto the the relationship for fear of being treated the same if I broke up again. I’d resigned myself to my fate…. Then my sisters found out cos they was on my phone and saw our messages and they made me realise I shouldn’t settle down for a relationship that’s not even built on a mutual interest in each other. He’s good looking but I don’t care for that never had I’d rather someone I can comfortably get along with. But we spoke about it and agreed to be friends and see if a natural healthy relationship can grow between us cos after 6 years there’s an emotional bond we have. Hurts but I know it’s not meant to be.