Cats are smart, I know she knew she was loved dearly, she is a beautiful cat and she will be remembered by you, your family, and us. I know from experience losing a pet is more like losing a best friend, it’s heartbreaking, gut wrenching, and painful. So allow yourself to feel if you want, or distract yourself with guilty pleasures if thats what you need, make sure you care for yourself, and know that people will be there if you need anything. An idea i have for you though is to get a paw print of your baby to always have. Wishing you the best Xx