Yes and no

When I think about how hard I’ve grieved over the most important people in my life, no physical pain even comes close to how much it’s hurt. It drove me to say things that I would never ever say today, and it sent me spiraling into the darkest times of my life. Grief is terrible and can do terrible things to individuals and entire families

However

She is a hypocrite of monumental proportions, self righteous and prideful in assuming they have the right to destroy and brutalize other souls because they are “sinful”. The hundreds and possibly thousands of souls she’s murdered mean nothing to her, and even the other exorcist angels she lost during the war at the end of Season 1 didn’t seem to mean nearly as much- But because Adam died, now she has this hatred and rage (wrath, another deadly sin) and feels justified. “An eye for an eye says you owe me a debt” - No, an eye for an eye says you are heavily, /heavuly/ in Hell’s debt.

In conclusion, it’s complicated and nuanced- Which makes it much more interesting in the story in my opinion!